I know just what you mean! Don't worry, i think most people on here know what you are going thru. For one I'm 21 and it's me and my bf and the 3 dogs(well babies lol). I love them soooo much, they are my children and have made me rethink ever having kids, i love them like nothing else but sometimes im like...WOW 3!! I went crazy and basically got all 3 w/o even thinking it thru, i dont regret it one bit but financially it is hard. If one gets sick and they get better, then the other gets sick, its so unpredictable. And then i feel like i can't go out for too long, i barely do even and when i do i feel bad, and feel like i should go home right away. I want to go on vacation and feel too bad to and im young and should be able to do what i want, but their my responsibility. But the good outweigh the bad, well actually there is no bad with them, its all good, its just struggling financially and not wanting to leave them. But they bring happiness and so much love, i just dont know if i ever want children anymore.
