[AMMARI]

I'm really sorry guys, this probably isn't theright place for this, for those of you who are following my threads, same was diagnosed with LP today. Times like now are when I thnk how could I have married such an ***hole. After telling him about sammy's condition he said we should give Sammy away!!! I am such a wreck now after he said that!!!What a complete idiot since I can't write what I really want. He said that if he's never going to get cured then why should we bother wasting money on his medicine ($73 FOR THE WHOLE YEAR SUPPLY!!!) when we could just get another dog without any problems. and i tried to explain this is something he was born with and it can be fixed with surgery and that dummy said, well, I don't want to see him walking aroiund here after surgery cause I'll fell too bad for him (He felt bad for him after the neuter surgery)so then you'd rather give him away???!!!So then he says ok, we'll just get another dog and keep both of them and when sammy's condition gets worse at least then us and the girls will have the other one and THEN we can give sammy away. SO of course the big speech about "So when something's broken you just get rid of it- I should get rid of you and I went off on him. Im'm so sorry I just had to vent cause my eyes are going to be so swollen in the morning from crying for Sammy and for myself being this stupid to actually live with someone like this. He claims it'll just be worse to give him away when he's older and we've had him a long time might as well do it now, but who said I'm giving him away???!!!!
Sorry