[Marlee]

I really do appriecate everyones kind words. I am still in shock the way she is being, but then again it is not like they have not been negative before. Apparently the consensus with her, and a few others in my family that if I had left him in the vet he would have been put on IV fluids and a incubator, and all would have been well.

I know from past experiance that is not the case. I had a pup get sick with pneumonia the last time around, I took care of him for weeks, and yes he made it, but I was up round the clock. They think being that I saved him I should have been able to this time. It is always the blame game with much of my family and I am tired of it.

I do know I did everything I could, I loved that little guys and fought for him until he had nothing left. I cried as my husband buried him in our back yard. To say I did not do enough is ridiculous. I know I did, and she wont take that from me.

Thanks so much for the encouragement, if nothing else I know you all here know that we fight for these guys, and the harsh reality that there is no magic cure, so live, some do not. It is hard, and sad at times, but look at these little furballs. The ones nipping at your toes, most of us have them becasue someone before us loved them to, and to say anything diffrent is wrong.

I told her to leave me alone and then she started a personal attack, don't I wish now I had never given her a puppy. LOL lesson learned.

Thanks all, I do really appriecate your words of kindness.