I am so sorry for your loss. Please understand that you can't continue to wonder "What If" for the rest of your life. Sometimes we may never get the answers we are searching for. Just remember the good times and cherish the time you did have together. Don't blame yourself sweetie, these unfortunate things happen. All I can say is to use this as a lesson learned and use the knowledge you have now to help others. My heart truely goes out to you. May the wonderful memories replace your pain! Huggs!! |