 I am so sorry
I am so sorry to hear the loss of your little Joey. He was so cute and I know how very hard it must be especially due to these kind of circumstances. I too am going thru it and I understand how intense the pain can feel. Cry and let your tears out because you loved! We loved our babies to the core of our being and thats why it hurst so bad. But I promise you .... the pain will eventually be less intense. The memories of him will continue because he will always be in your heart. I know my Dior is playing with your Joey know and he is not alone. He is in heaven where he is safe with no harm. The Lord will take very good care of them for us until we meet again. He will watch over you and never ever leave your side. If you sit still.... you really will be comforted.
You are also not alone... we are here to support you and carry you through this. Joey knows how much his mommy loved him and he would never want you to blame yourself at all! Don't torture yourself with "what ifs"..... there is no point but just brings more pain.
You are in my prayer and I know God sees our pure love for our babies and he will comfort the ones on mourning.
Lots of hugs and love., Sandy |