Maybe if you wrote a letter to your daughter and gave it to someone you trusted (make a copy) with all the things you want to tell her (good things, like how much you love her even if things aren't how you wish them to be..)Bring up some loving memories of her childhood so she can get a visual of your love and care as her mom..And so on...(but don't say anything bad about your parents even if you feel they are wrong, children seem to defend the adult that side with them) right now your health should be the most important thing going on, afterall, your attitude affects your health and you do need to stay healthy for the time you reconcile and you will eventually reconcile because it's sounds like a sincere person...Prayers help too...Sending some your way... |