I know many are not not online.. but I was with baby all night last night.. would not suckle on his own at all.. so I tubed him.. now he has that death cry.. so what I am doing is not helping him one bit...
I am devestated right now.. never lost like this before.. and there has to be an underlying problem with both to be like this.. I am so devestated that our efforts are not working and that cry is there.. am I prolonging something that cannot be..or is not meant to be.. I do not give up that easy.. but the cry enough tho we have worked with him.. and the last feed his tummy did not just get bigger.. it got harder.. anne |