I had a rough night.. I lost my small boy..

the last born.. went to the vet in my jammies.. but we could not save him.. he was fine when we went to bed last night..now I am timing the tiny girl on the teat..
I am so upset still..I do not know how this happened..but the vet says he had concerns on friday about his weight..

and seeming so small.. like crap why did you not say something to me then. anne