Donna, I know exactly how you feel, my Shelbie died in November and it seemed I was the only one in our family that couldn't get on with life. My kids and husband say they are getting tired of the Shelbie Shrine I have on my mantle. Lots of pictures to help me feel she is still here. My husband told me the other day that he hurts for me because I have not been the same since she passed and maybe I should get another baby. I wish I could tell you that the pain will end, but I can tell you that it does get a little easier. I still cry sometimes but mostly I feel her with me. The worst times are when I get home and the lonliness of her not being there hits me. I keep her pictures on my desk at work and talk to her all the time. She was my best friend for almost 15 years, it is so hard to get over her. I will keep you in my prayers, just know that are babies are probably running and playing together rite now in Heaven.
Wanda