omg hon.. I am so sorry for your loss... I know how it is.. I lost a 5 year old to getting his shots.. and I was there to watch this happening and I could not do a thing.. the vets could not save him.. and omg.. It has been 4 years and I think part of me died that day also..
I did move on and I love my new yorkies.. if it were not for them, too much of my time would still be grieving my pooh.. he was my companion from birth.. he was the sold surviver of a litter.. he was sleeping with me at 4 weeks old.. yup,, he had a tiny harness on.. it was hooked to the middle of the headboard.. so he could not fall off.. he was my life, my love, my companion, and oh he was my life..I still die a little each time I write this kind of post..
But I ended up with gracie.. a baby that I had to tube feed and we kept her as we fell in love.. god made sure I had more yorkies to love.. he knew my life was not the same without.. it did take my mind off of pooh for they kept me busy and they too need and love me..
my heart goes out to you.. I so know the deep pain, and the hurt your going through..sending (((((big hugs..))))
anne |