Shellie, my heart is broken for you. I was crying reading what's happening to you. I honestly believe that Merlin will tell you when its time, and you will know without a doubt. Its one of the most impossible decisions a pet owner faces, and its a true challenge of our unselfish love. When little Merlin needs to be free from his suffering, you WILL know, because that's what comes with the special bond you have with him.
I will keep you in my prayers. please feel free to PM me at any time. I'm sending you and Merlin big hugs.
Megan |