Update on Denise and Maddie Denise still needs our prayers. Things aren't looking good regarding Lexi's allergies. Maddie is at their next door neighbors house and has been since last Monday. Denise's surgery is tomorrow morn. Here's the note I got from her this morn. well I have bad news, lexi's rash was 75% better when she woke up sat. morning and completey gone by that night. so I was thinking on getting Maddie back in a few dayz instead of waiting the 2 weeks cause i'm going crazy without her. well yesterday we went to dan's dad who has a yorkie and guess what....when we left, out in the car i noticed her itching like crazy and guess what the full rash in full bloom w/ the welt look was back. i just started crying (without her seeing me) when home gave her a bath immediately and today is back to being 60 % better.
and i havent seen maddie since friday night cause my neighbor said after i leave she just freaks out whinning at the door, etc. runs around barking wanting out the back door as if to get to me. they said it was soooo sad. so sat. i tried not going over there to see if she would calm down and she did great. so i decided it was almost harder on her to see me. she did awesome for them on sun too. (acted normal) on friday night she was throwing a fit the entire night. (my poor baby)
so i'll give it a few days for lexi's rash to be totally gone and get her back and see what happens.
its not looking good and i can't even believe this. we've talked to the allergist and we just can't bare to put through having 3 shots a week as hard as it would be to be without Maddie in our lives after everthing has happened, Lexi comes first.
I don't understand why this is happening when we just got maddie back. you know how crazy i was during that time. Dan said maybe it will be better for me if this does happen cause i'll know she didnt die and go through all that and that she is being taken care of. I dont know.????? I'm just totally heart broken, but trying not to let lexi know it's cause of what is happening to her.
I'm totally freaking out and have cried all weekend. I just don't know what do to?
Please pray for me i need it. |