[TobysOwner]

I haven't posted on here in ages. I have just been reading alot. Well, I have something that I have been putting off and I need to decide what to do.
I previously had a yorkie named Toby. He was 9 when he passed away. He had kidney stones, went in for surgery and didn't make it thru the surgery. I was devastated! I posted here but that was a long time ago.
I have a morkie named Morgan now. She is a blessing! I posted pictures of her when she was a puppy but not anything recent. She is a blonde yorkie. I love her color. She was a year old on March 2nd. I have put off having her spayed. I really think there is the fear of when Toby left and didn't come home. She is alot smaller then Toby was. He was too heavy. He weighed about 11 lbs. Morgan weighs 4.5 lbs. She also has a hernia that they will fix while they have her under. She hasn't had any problems with it but we may as well get it fixed at that time. I haven't made an appt. I just keep putting it off.
Please tell me what to do! I know we don't want puppies and I know its better for her health to have it done but I just can't bring myself to make the call.
Anyone have any advice? Someone give me a swift kick and tell me to make the call!
Thanks for listening.