thanks ladies!
I am doing better today. Definately not so crabby. I decided to take a break from my bff who is hurting me. I talked to another friend last night who also is friends with my bffs sister and they both think that she had/has a crush on the guy Im dating at one point and maybe she does not want to admit it or is sore about it and that is why she is giving me an attitude. Im just going to back off and stop killing myself trying to please her. If she wants to know where I am after awhile I'll just say that I had to back off because she was hurting my feelings and I couldnt make it better so I had to get out of the situation. Thats all.
No dreams about the ex last night so that was great.. woke up next to my guy this morning who brought me coffee in bed! Can't beat that... so overall its been a WAY BETTER day!
Thanks for listening to me yesterday! I appreciate all your advice and support!