I completely understand how you feel!!! I'm going through the same thing right now but I have an interview tomorrow and I find out if I get the job for the local sheriff's dept in my town or not (lets pray I do!!!) i truly feel for you, im in the same enviornment, it's like I'm not even here, they wont answer the phones at all they put everything on me and then not say a word, but whatever I only have until next Friday and im outta here. it stinks so bad to be in these situations, I hope and pray that you will find a new job soon that you really like. It's so uncomfortable to be in these situations...