Oh Maggie, my heart breaks for you. I do know what you are going through. It's been amost 3 years since our Bandit died. I'm glad that you found YT because I don't know how I would have gotten through losing Bandit without it. This is the place you can come to and talk about Pixie. Share some of your best memories. Soon the good memories will out weigh the bad and you will start to heal. Pixie is not alone, don't torture yourself with that thought. Her little body is in that grave, but her spirit, the part of her that made her the Pixie that you love, that part is running free at Rainbow bridge. She is not suffering anymore and she died knowing how much you love her. I always say we shed one tear for each puppy kiss we got. It will get better, I promise you it will. Just be patient, and don't be afraid to come here and just talk about her. You are in my prayers. |