I'm sorry your having such a hard time with your blood surgar levels.

My daughter is a diabetic and I get really concerned if she has readings in the 200's. I know you said your Dr co-pay was $30.00. Oh my gosh, I think that would be $30 well spent to go see your Dr.
I do know that the test strips/everything you need on a monthly basis for diabetes is very costly. Maybe your Dr would be willing to give you some free samples. You really need to get this under control. This disease a you know, can effect all parts of your body and you want to feel better don't you?
I'm sorry if you feel like I'm lecturing you, that's not my intent. But I'm really concerned for your health. Please keep us informed and I hope you feel better soon.