[LullaBelle]

You guys are so great!
Okay so to answer a few questions...

I don't think I have any anxieties about my Grandparents b/c they are like the best ppl in the world to me I truley idolize them.
So thats not it.

I don't really believe in premonitions but I always go with my first instinct. My gut isn't telling me anything negative it's just my dreams.

I have been on YT since a few mos before we got LullaBelle and she will be turning 2 next month.

The condo that we are staying at with my in laws (BTW my MIL has a Yorkie too his name is Webster! Cute little devil ) Doesn't allow pets since its a time share. Other wise we would both bring our babies!
Last Year we brought pics and put them on the fridge in the condo and we were calling our baby sitters at least once a day! My FIL and hubby thought we were nuts!

So I talked about it with hubby again and he still thinks I am over reacting but thats normal for him to say that since he doesn't have the same daily anxietis that I have.

EXAMPLE: I only have a part time job wich pays decent and suits me just fine. I go in to work in the PM and get home around 5 but I still have anxieties about leaving her home alone for extened periods of time b/c I am afraid some creep will brake in to our home and steel her! Ever day before I go to work I kneal down with Bella and we say a prayer for her safty while I am at work!
I know if hubby knew that he would just roll his eyes but I do the same thing and have those same anxietites when hubby is out of town for training and stuff. So I just deal with it the only way I know how and just suck it up.

This is still different b/c its not a major thought when I am awake but only when i am sleeping and when I wake up horrified.

Thanks so much you all rock!