 trust
Trust is a decision. It is hard, but we all have to trust people with our babies or we can't keep them healthy and it isn't a real healthy attitude to have personally either. I mean I have for kids (skin) and when they are in the hospital I am putting their lives in other people's hands... or when they go to school (tried homeschooling til the 4th was born and just wan't up to schooling the others w/ a baby) I am really scared. I don't trust the school to keep them safe (w/ my heart) but I have to put trust in them (w/ my head) that rationally they won't be one of the ones shot by some freak.... it is hard but it is the sane thing for all of us to do.
I'm sorry for your loss, but maybe you need to go to a pet loss group or somehting..... to help you work on trust issues.... eventually you will have to trust again... you don't want this to make it where you can't get your other dogs properly cared for... you know?
Still praying for you. |