[Yorkie Luv of 3]

Originally Posted by cariblonde

sorry guys I havnt been on in a few days, My friends threw a party for me sat for my birthday, which is Tomorrow BTW, I did get some lunesta to help me sleep and that helps... thanks for being so concerned and for being so kind it does help...I feel like Im on a rollercoaster one minute I'm optimistic and feel like i am making the right decision and other times I just feel like a part of me died and I'm never going to get over this just the thought of him being in love and marrying someone else kills me, and I know i should wish him all the happiness and love in the world but I dont want him to ever love anyone else I know that is so selfish and i dont want to feel this way oh gosh when am I going to stop feeling this way

well tomorrow,, mine is Thursday!! but ,, i'll be OLD,,lol, 55!!
I'm glad to see you here,, hope you had a good time with your friends and the party ,,
and you'll know what you have to do as you go along,,
you take care of yourself,, and let us hear how it goes for ya,,, vent anytime,, lots of shoulders here for ya!
remember,, Breath in,, Breath out,,