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Originally Posted by cariblonde  sorry guys I havnt been on in a few days, My friends threw a party for me sat for my birthday, which is Tomorrow BTW,  I did get some lunesta to help me sleep and that helps... thanks for being so concerned and for being so kind it does help...I feel like Im on a rollercoaster one minute I'm optimistic and feel like i am making the right decision and other times I just feel like a part of me died and I'm never going to get over this just the thought of him being in love and marrying someone else kills me, and I know i should wish him all the happiness and love in the world but I dont want him to ever love anyone else  I know that is so selfish and i dont want to feel this way oh gosh when am I going to stop feeling this way |
If you feel that way, then I would suggest maybe seeing a marriage counselor first...he's still young..I always told my hubby, I don't care if you look, as long as you don't touch..Heck, back when we were married for 5 years, he went to a strip club, I didn't have a problem with that, and a few years later, I got together with a bunch of women, and we went to a male strip club..didn't do anything for me, but, we had a great time..