sorry guys I havnt been on in a few days, My friends threw a party for me sat for my birthday, which is Tomorrow BTW,
I did get some lunesta to help me sleep and that helps... thanks for being so concerned and for being so kind it does help...I feel like Im on a rollercoaster one minute I'm optimistic and feel like i am making the right decision and other times I just feel like a part of me died and I'm never going to get over this just the thought of him being in love and marrying someone else kills me, and I know i should wish him all the happiness and love in the world but I dont want him to ever love anyone else
I know that is so selfish and i dont want to feel this way oh gosh when am I going to stop feeling this way
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