I'm so so sorry. My ex liked to look at pictures on the computer also, I also found porn videos in the gun safe one time when he left it open. I was devastated. (none were of him though pics or video, just porn). I always feared that my kids would find the computer stuff.
It's hard because it made me feel so bad about myself. That I wasn't enough and he needed to turn that kind of a thing.
Big hugs. You will be okay. |