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Originally Posted by bizzbeth 
I just need to remember that and I'll be okay. I'll be okay. I'll be okay!!
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Keep repeating that too yourself. Find a mantra or let this be it. You will be stronger for it. Your mom sounds wise. Lean on her and others around you. Find someone to keep you accountable if you decide you want don't want to be with him - someone who will help you stand for yourself when you feel like you can't do it by yourself.
I don't know if you are a spiritual person, but I have found giving these situations to God and asking for God's guidance have been the best thing for me.