Hi Elizabeth. I know what you are going through... i was with my ex for 3 years... we had plans to get married... and out of no where he told me he wasn't in love with me any more.... the folowing year was the hardest year of my life.. i felt like i was walking with this cloud all around me... i lost a lot of weight because i woudln't eat... and i know you don't want to hear it will get better but i want you to know that how you feel is normal... i cried every day for the first few months... but let those who are around you help you... when you don't want to go out.. let them take you out... one day you are going to wake up and realize the first thing you thought of was something OTHER than your ex... and then before you know it a whole day will go by... i'm here if you want someone to talk to... feel free to pm me
*sending you a big hug*... guys can be horrible....