I haven't read it, but I really feel for you. Darlin', let me tell you - you will know you've met your "king" when you feel like you're treated like a "queen". And, I don't mean over-the-top gifts and flower and blah blah - I mean, he treats you like a queen as in - love, affection, attention, caring, listening, puts you first. You just KNOW.
It may be difficult, but don't settle for anything less - because YOU are worth SO much more. GEEZ GIRL, look at that pic in your avatar ---- you have no reason not to wait for what YOU want, because you will find it!!!!!
So, turn it around and think to yourself "This guy isn't giving me what I ultimately need and want....and I'm JUST not that into it!"...put the ball in your court so that you have some of the decision making power, it feels so much better that way. Hang in there, because waiting for the right man is one of the best decisions you'll ever make!
