Thank You! I really need positive thoughts right now. I don't think I'm pushing, I'm just going with the flow. I just wonder if he is pushing me away when he starts getting close because he's scared. But truth be told I'm just as scared. I've been alone for so long and now it feels like I finally found someone and even though we've only been together a month my heart is breaking for fear of losing what it took so long to find. |