 Pitty Party :(
I'm having a really bad week!!! I started seeing this guy for almost a month now and I'm completely head over heels! I haven't really "dated" anyone since my senior year when the then "Love of My Life" broke my heart and since then I haven't had strong feelings about anyone until now. The guy is great, so sweet after a week of seeing each other he sent me 1/2 dozen roses but the problems is he is so "hot and cold". His last relationship was horrbile. He worshiped the ground his ex walked on and she did nothing but cheat on him the ENTIRE time and use him because he paid for everything, and I mean everything she wanted. One day things are going great then the next he "needs some space". Ever since my last relationship I've been very independent and head strong but for some reason this guys has me hooked. All day long I've been torturing myself because I'm scared to death that maybe he's not into me anymore or maybe I'm pushing to much. He told me from day one that he was looking to settle down and find the "right" girl and be in a serious relationship and most days he acts like that but today isn't one of them. I'm sorry for such a long post but I'm at work with nothing to do but let these thoughts run through my mind and has literally made me sick. I don't understand what's wrong with me I don't ever act like this ever!!! I'm usually the one to push people aways because I'm scared I will end up getting my heartbroken again. Any advice?? |