It's so sad to hear you suffering so. One of the hardest things to do is to forgive ourselves.
Our Father promised forgiveness and it has been given. All parents make mistakes and most of us know it at the moment we make them.
I'm sure your Dad didn't hold anything you said against you.
Pray about this and I'll pray also that you find peace.
__________________ Kim , Rebel  ,and baby Dixie 
RIP my sweet Lucy  |