I believe we are put here on earth to learn lessons. Sounds like your father had some hard lessons to learn. I know what it is like to live with a person like that.
YOU HAVE NOTHING TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT.
I truly believe your father is happy now, and wouldn't he forgive you and want for you to be happy?
We have all said things we have regreted later.
I really think you should consider counseling; it sounds like you need somebody to talk to.
I am so sorry.
__________________  Bella (I miss you)  Sachi Emmy |