God forgives you and you need to forgive yourself. You were a kid. Kids do things like that.
Talk to your Dad and tell him how sorry your are. He'll hear you if he is in your heart.
Talk to God and ask him for strength, wisdom and inner peace. he'll guide you through this.
Everthing happens for a reason. Death is not a punishment for anyone involved. Think about what lesson you are to learn from this and then become a better person from it all. If you do that, you dad will not have died in vain. |