No you're not wierd

. We're all different, some people grow up and the only thing they want is to be married, some people feel they never want to be married. You sound like maybe you're somewhere in the middle. Live your live the way you want but keep yourself open to the right person who could potentially walk into your life one day. If you meet the right person you may find that you do want to be concerned for that persons feelings and opinions. Bottom line, don't worry about what others think and live your life for yourself and know that you're completely normal