[bauercrazy]

so its is worse than i thought!
i just found out that they are just going to give me him right after the surgery!
when he is still asleep!!
so need big prayers for ME and HIM
i dont know how i will deal with it....
whenever he gives a little yelp cuz he got a little hurt i panic!
so it will be hard for me to see him just hanging in my arms....