 update
Im sorry it took so long to post, but I haven't been able to move all day. I have been laying in bed with Brewser trying to understand what happened.
She lost the puppy. Everything with the labor seemed to be going normal and I was on the phone with the vet all night giving updates on how she was progressing. He thought it was going fine too, but I had a bad feeling about it so I took her in. The baby came breech, and she passed the hips but somehow the shoulders got stuck, the vet did everything he could to get her out--it was a little girl--but when she came out there was no heartbeat. He tried everything, and worked on her for quite a while but she was gone. It was the most awful thing I have ever gone through. Brewser seems okay but she cries if I leave her for one second, I have to have my hand touching her at all times too.
It's sooo hard...I have her room full of baby stuff...I even bought a playpen that is set up at the foot of the bed--and it kills me that its sitting empty... |