Thanks Dawn. I guess I was so busy raising him at the age he I never had the " normal " teenage attitude and I was blind sided by it, it really feels like it has knocked the the breath out of me. All I can think of is I must find something for myself....I have never done anything for me alone. I am working on my fitness goals. I just don't know how to let him go at barely 17 I guess, but I have no choice. I can't begg him to stay and let him call all the shots, break all the rules....I can't just sit back and watch that either. This is the worst thing I have been through and I have been through ALOT. |