trust me I def don't think that you are paranoid. When Jasmin got spayed we went to pick her up from the vets office and I passed out my husband caught me so I would not hit my head on the floor. I worry about her tremendously the only people that I will let watch her when I go on vacation and she can't come is my parents but they have a shih-tzu so they are best friends and then I don't have to worry but ugh that little girl has taken 20 years off of my life I agree with everyone we should all have ther
apy lol!!