and ps....sorry about the NOVEL I just wrote ! OMG I can get wordy
but I wanted to add - ANYONE who is dealing with terminal illness please feel free to write me if you need to talk. It takes a long time to process your feelings and I know first hand now how hard it is to lose someone even when you know they're sick....it's just awful & you'll never be the same
I'm here if anyone needs to talk - just like my friends were there for me when I needed to talk or cry. I'll never forget how great you yorkie people are - never.