I understand. I am a hot headed aries with a temper and half. I do try and watch what I say and keep my temper in check, this time though everything just hit me and I came at him full force with both barrels blazing.
I guess everything, all the stress, of the past few weeks finally caught up with me and I found an outlet and took full advantage of it.
I'm just scared and worried because even though I apologized, and I don't want a separation/divorce, he hasn't and I don't know what he is thinking or what he wants. I don't THINK he really wants that, but he's at work right now so I can't really talk to him and get a good feeling about where he's at.
Right now the agreement is to just make it through the holidays and let everything (and everyone) calm down before making any decisions.