This definetly has me crying. My dad died 82 days ago and I feel like I'm gonna die. He was my best friend in the whole world and I'm barely hanging on without him. I have never felt such pain in my life. I know he is in Heaven and was excited to meet Jesus, but I need him here with me. He was only 65 and a couple days. I really feel like God ripped me and my dad off!
I am a Christian and so was my dad, but my pastor said its ok for me to be mad at God. He knows my heart and understands. But I am really mad. I can't even go to church anymore, I just sit there and cry.
Christmas will be 3 months exactly and it is going to be hard. I have 3 kids and a hubby to try and take care of, but I'm not doing such a great job.
This is a good thread and I know alot of people have broken hearts, also. I just don't know what to do and this pain and ache in my heart and chest feels like it is going to kill me.
Thanks for the thread though....
Lori
