I know that had to have been an aweful experience for you

and I'm sure it is hard to get over. But I also know you really wanted a new baby so bad before this. I hope you're able to get over it and get that baby you wanted. I'm so sorry you had to go through that experience. I think you were just so anxious to get a new baby and excited you found someone that you didn't take your time to check the breeder out well, and unfortunately she turned out to be a bad one. I think I saw that you said yourself that you just didn't see all the signs until after. I think we can be blinded sometimes when we see something that we want to be perfect. I think that even though this was aweful that it probably taught you to be more careful next time around. I think you'll know to take it slower this time and research the breeder and ask lots of questions first. A good breeder will get sell you a healthy puppy and be there for any concerns you have. I hope you're able to get over this eventually. I know it's hard. I would love to see you get a baby girl
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~Magnifique Yorkies~
Purchasing from backyard breeders, pet shops, and puppymills perpetuates the suffering of other dogs.
Educate yourself and buy from reputable breeders or rescue.