[MissPinkBarbie]

I'm sorry to hear this. Although I don't know mcuh of your history with him, I do know that life is too short to be feeling like this.

Nobody deserves to be lied to..you shouldn't have to suffer..Please don't let this drag on for any longer. You don't need anyone else to be happy. It shouldn't be "I have to have someone.." It should just be natural and it'll will come to you!

I don't know if it makes any sense but I hope you make a decision by following your heart. *HUGS*