I think you being here at YT is an awesome helping hand. Most, if not all, of your questions you have are here or can be asked here. I am still the same way with Parker and I have had him for almost 2 months. You need to give yourself a break, keep yourself educated about your baby, and give LOTS of love. If you ever have a question shoot me a PM and I'll try and help you to the best of my ability. There are many wonderful educated people here at YT that has an answer to pretty much any questions, so you are in good hands! But don't stress yourself out too much have fun, your supposed to enjoy being a new mom! And Congrats on your new baby, you are going to be asked a million times to post some pics!! Cause we are all going to want to see