I really really really apprieciate the comments and for sharing a part of their lives with me...
It's this horrible feeling realizing that you aren't what HE wants anymore... he NEEDS anymore. and there has been one instance where he said he was keeping me around until something else came along. That was years ago... but I'll never, ever forget it. I don't want to be that girl.
I lived by this quote this summer: "Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life... Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary." STEVE-myfuturehusbad-JOBS
It brought me SO much joy, happiness and life experience. I think my heart alreay has made up its mind... I feel no lustful passion toward my BF and it's puttin ga huge strain on our situation because he thinks everything is fine and i'm just CRAZY but I don't feel that deeper connection to want to be touchyfeely/passionate.
I tried to break up with him last night. He just won't let me. And we live together (with housemates) so it's hard to cut him off and get space away from eachother.
I really really thank you all for offering your words |