YOU deserve to be happy - everyone does. If you are not married now there is not a reason to TRY and make it work. I would take some time apart and get to know yourself and focus on you. Like everyone has said you are VERY young and if it is meant to be with this other guy or your current boyfriend I am sure it will come back to you.
Only you know what is right for you but usually that GUT feeling pulling on you is the right answer.
I wish you all the happiness life can bring you - sending you BIG hugs!!
