Thank you all so much for your words of strenght and encouragement. I cryed through each and every one of them...and it felt soooo good! I think I really needed that. I guess I am on the pitty pot and just not ready to get off of it yet.
Last night was hard, my little yorkie (peanut) had such a hard evening. Do you think dogs know when one in their pack passes? Betsy was their alpha dog and she kept the other 2 in line. And last night peanut just kept crying. I kept asking her if she wanted to play fetch...and would roll her ball (her most favorite game!!!) but she would not go after it....I tried the sweekie toys...nope, no part of that either...she just kept sitting in the middle of the living room looking at me and crying. Than she would walk over to Betsys bed and smell it than back to more crying. I really think she knew that she had to be the big girl now. Today, off and on she just keeps looking and looking for something she just cant seem to find....it breaks my heart because I am just sure she is looking for her.
Well, I am off to play with my other babies for a while, I dont want them to feel forgoten. Thank you all again for reading my post, I so needed to talk about Betsy last night and it felt so good to get it out. You have all been so nice, I will forsure be a regular here and am sure in time I will be posting pics of my other little babies and braging about them.
Thank you again,
Kathy |