I am so very sorry for your loss. The only way I am getting through the grief of Max's passing is the support of friends, family and comfort of God. I know exactly how you feel. One moment Max was with me, the next he was gone. I think you have to allow yourself to mourn and feel all the emotions and take care of yourself. It is like waves washing over me - sometimes I feel my pain is so great I can't stand it so I sob until I don't think I can cry anymore. Then my husband and I reminisce about Max and all the joy he brought us and that too gives us comfort - I am trying to focus on how he lived and not how he died. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Jackie |