[Graleyne]

I got my first B-12 shot this week. Its taken a few days, but I think I actually feel better!

I've actually started working on the house again. I pulled out my Christmas dishes and got them washed and put out ready for use. I've washed down the stove and counters.

Don't get me wrong, I still get tired really easy. I have to work for 15 - 20 minutes then sit down and rest for a few minutes, but that is a LOT better than I've been able to do in a couple of months.

I even felt like spending some time with Mike last night. We put the kids to bed and then we just laid in bed and talked and laughed and made some plans for the future. I haven't felt like doing that in AGES! We woke up this morning still talking and laughing. He said he'd missed me and US. It made me feel good to know he'd missed us as much as I have.

I didn't even cry when he left to go on his hike this morning and that is a HUGE thing. The past few months I've been crying every time he left the house just because I was so overwhelmed at being left alone in this house and with the kids, etc.

For the first time in months I actually feel like I might have a chance at a normal life again.