Really, REALLY angry? Scream and cry, same as you.
Luckily it doesn't happen too often. I've gotten a lot more mellow with age. Hope everything is okay. Sending an emergency hug just in case.
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"If you have men who will exclude any of God’s creatures from the shelter of compassion and pity, you will have men who will deal likewise with their fellow men." — St. Francis of Assisi, 1181-1226