What you are feeling right now - Sad, scared, betrayed are all perfectly normal appropriate feelings for this situation. I am 20 years clean and sober and have been on both your end and your husbands. Please PM me if you want to talk and I will give you all my contact information. There are things you can do to cope with this and you do not have to go through it alone.
Warm regards,
__________________ Kathy and Lil' Lucy and Jammies 
Rest in Peace my Sweet Buster  |