[Nikki+2]

Originally Posted by newmommy

I Should Of Said I Took Him To Rehab. He Chose To Go. Its Been A While Since I First Found Out. He Said He Didnt Have A Problem And Blah Blah Blah. I Handed Him My Ring And Told Him He Needed To Think About What It Meant To Him. He Was Gone All Day. Said He Was Up In The Mountains Thinking. He Came Back And Said He Had A Problem And He Needed Help. He Was Addicted To Meth. So I Got Him Help. I Was On The Phone For 3 Days Looking For A Place And Trying To Get Enough Money Together To Take Him.

I Was Going To Leave If He Didnt Get Help. Period. I Love Him More Than Life But You Cannot Make Someone Change When They Are Not Ready. Im So Thankful To God That He Has Shown Him The Way. He Decided He Needed Help On His Own. I Just Took Him There. I Love Him So Much And I Know This Is Going To Be Hard On Him Too. I Just Pray That God Gives Us The Stregnth To Get Through This.

We Will Be Celebrating Our 5th Anniversary When He Is Rehab But Its The 50 More I Am Looking Forward To, And If He Didnt Go To Get Help The 5th Would Of Been The Last. Its Not That I Dont Love Him. I Just Cant Reason With Meth. There Is No Reasoning. I Had To Think About My Children.

Thank You God For Loving Me Enough To Help Me Save My Marriage. You've Shown Me The Way!!

Aww, sweetie, I can feel the pain in your posts but you have such a wonderful attitude! I have nothing to add to the great advise you've gotten but I'm sending you hugs and you can always vent your way through this on YT.